I've always had a lot of passion for strong love in the black community. Growing up whenever I seen a black couple together sharing the love for one another I always thought it was beautiful. Now that its my turn to venture out into the this thing called love I find it difficult I've been on different dates with different men of different personalities but overall their mindset on how they should treat a woman in my opinion was all the same. Maybe I'm just old fashioned but I'm really big on how a man treats women and in this time we live in most not all men tend to down grade women.
I'm not at all picky about what I want in a man that I wish to date. The only thing I look for the most is respect I know I have a lot to offer and put out on the table but why can't I find a man that has it all together?
My friends are all in relationships and when ever we talk or go out its about their men. A part of myself gets in that mood where I want to give up.
My mom who i'am very close with always says it will happen it due time. Which I know its true but knowing all that I been through I guess it has made me impatient.
I always seen myself married and all some day. But I guess it takes time and the right person to come along.
I still strongly believe that there are great men out there, as much as i want to give up im not. To me a good man has things in his life together, carries himself well, knows himself and knows what he wants, and always knows how to put a woman first.
So I'm going to be patient and leave it in God's hands, I'll still continue to date and try my hand. But trust I'm not going to give up :-)
